Hearing those words, Schlitter was crying. ‘If only I knew it before, it wouldn’t ever happened Rawn. I’m really sorry that I have to go! It’s just like last year to that girl. People who liked her were telling bad things about someone that could be obstacles for them. I was just like that, I wanted to do the same thing, but if I did that, my heart would feel not right. I just couldn’t do that. I don’t know I was wrong or not but I just couldn’t betray my other friends just because I knew that they were my obstacles.’
‘No, what you did is right. It’s probably right. But now I think I have found the answer Schlitter. If you want to know why I haven’t move from this city, it’s because I believed I could find that thing only here. It’s almost the time. I wanted to find the truth about what is a real friend, and I need that real friends not like what people did to me right now. If I have found that, I’m ready to leave this place.’
‘So? That’s why you? I should’ve known before, Rawn.’
‘Hehehehehhe, you want to say that’s why I like to see people life. To see what kind of persons they are. Yup, that’s the answer! I want to see if they can be a good friend for me or not! It’s not that I’m a curious guy, but I see how could they be like that, how can people talked about someone that bad, because if I knew the truth lies within that person I could know if he can be my friends or not!’
‘Time to go for me is also near! The answer what I found is here in front of my eyes. It is you Schlitter. I see you as my truth friend and I’m looking forward to see you again. Only you who can understand about me till now. You know more than any other people in this world about me, even my parents don’t know as much as you do.’
After a long conservation, Schlitter said good bye and it was the last time they met because Rawn also went away without any news. Although Schlitter tried to find him but he couldn’t because no one know where Rawn was gone.
Thanks to Rawn that Schlitter can learn about life and how to be a mature person. He continued his life without Rawn on his side, but he always remembered about what Rawn had said to him. The most important thing that went inside his mind was about real friends.
20 years after that Schlitter heard news about Rawn who had died because of some disease in a small city. He brought his child, Rex.
‘Rawn, So that’s true that you said that time would be our last chat. I’m really sorry. This is the second time that I really felt sorry to someone, after that cab driver.’
‘Dad, you don’t have to be so sad. Uncle Rawn said that he was really happy to meet you. To find a person like you.’ Said Rex.
Schlitter was a bit confused when Rex said that, ‘H…How do you know?’
‘He said that to me just a while ago J’ When Schlitter heard that, he cried then he hug Rex. ‘Thanks to you Rawn…’
~ ThE EnD ~
Real world... Is it true that he live in a real world? No one will ever understand life within his feeling. Are there something lies within his heart? Sadness? Guilty? Pride? Lie? Lonely? What he tried to find is not what every people think. But what he tried to find is something that's not easy to understand. Something beyond or above that we don't know and don't really care as humans...
When the life is like a straight line, it will never feel perfect. And as humans, we are full of wonders, predictions, questions, and also desires. When people try to find the truth about something that really unusual, they have to be ready to accept the truth and also the consequences for the results. It can be bad and it can be good, it can ruin your life, it can make fight, it can be everything...
Do we think amount is everything? What people think is really consisting just what they see in present. We also have to think 'bout his/her past and why he/she is like that... May be it's just a rumor though because they don't know well that someone they are talking about. Judging people is not from you see and what is your heart feeling, but judging people is really are coming from the truth of past and present, and also from that person feeling. It's really hard if you never understand that person you're talking about. Try to understand his/her heart and feeling, then you'll know if he/she is truly like that or not.
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