Since then, He started to trust on me. He gave me a new gift to read men minds. What He did it for? Did He do this just for fun? Or had it something to do for my next life? It wasn’t that I really care, I just wanted to find the truth of my path. Existed? You thought that the world was real! No one cared about that though.
Through the pipes I walked, well to well, nothing interesting, just everyday life. But that day, I saw what people called as romance. Romance was nothing more than roses and bugs.
There was a man who had no pride at all. A girl, Reene, was crying near him and what he did was just trying to help her. What happened then? From what I saw… He was full of kindness but also tricky. From his intelligence, he could play around with her. I thought that he realized that because he finally did that.
The girl was falling in love with him, but from what that man did, he had no intention on her. Was he really loved her? Don’t think so though! He didn’t do that for money, he didn’t do that for love too! So what’s his purpose?
Trying to read his mind is useless. He didn’t even know what he was doing. He just could cry, is it desperation? No, he wasn’t crying for that. He cried for a foolish thing. He was lonely and he needed someone who could understand him. If only I could help him.
While he was having fun with Reene, I saw something unusual. He was also with another girl, Sasie. Talking about Reene. Wasn’t it bad? Was it because he loved that Sasie and he was just trying to find a way to make her falling in love? But I didn’t see that or maybe he just closed his heart too deep that I couldn’t even read his mind. But if he did that for nothing, then he was just a big shit in this world and should be banished from this world. He was just playing with Reene.
That man didn’t even have courage to tell Sasie the truth about his feelings. Or wait… he had told her before and that should be different then. But how about that Sasie feelings? Why she still wanted to help him even though she knew that the man in front of him was a completely jerks. He didn’t have the right to accept her kindness!
I walked around for a while, leaving that man alone just for a few days, and what I found was Reene. I could see her spirit of life was emerged again. Then I thought again, was I wrong? Did the man do the right thing? Yeah, but why he told the story about Reene to Sasie then? It just didn’t make any sense?
While I was thinking, there was a girl emerged in front of me. It was the girl who was on my dream of destruction. ‘You wish to know? I can tell you even if you don’t wish to.’
‘I wish to know…’
‘Fine then. See him, that guy. He loved that Sasie, but he felt that he had a responsibility to help Reene. Then he didn’t want that Sasie had a bad impression of him, and he just tried to explain. That’s what I can help. Find the answer for yourself.’ Then that girl disappeared again.
So I was wrong then. He really closed his deep heart not to show off it. If only I could understand him a little bit more.
Time for Reene to say goodbye to her lovely guy. She had to go, but I could see that life had grown inside her. So it meant that the guy had finished his job for her.
No doubt I saw him broke up with her. But because of that, he also had trouble with Sasie. That guy was promised no to break Reene’s up because of the responsibility that guy had. I had never thought that Sasie would change so much that she couldn’t trust that guy anymore.
‘Love is sick of death, you see!’ another man in black dress appeared. ‘Don’t you wish to go outside to help him?’
My desired to help him was big, but I couldn’t because I still had to see what the God wanted from me. There should be a meaning why he showed me something like this.
‘Once I refused to go outside, I’ll keep refusing. There should be my time to go outside to this world. Even I died here, I won’t complain to Him. He had showed me everything about life in this world. I believed there should be something more that I can learn from this well.’
After that, the evil vanished.
I only could pray for that man. Someday maybe he will find a new piece of life. A dreams of radical life.
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