Tuesday, December 26, 2000

What is Real? (Ch 3 - Snow of Hatred Heart)

I took a break from that guy by walking through another pipe to pipe till I saw a big house. But was it true? A big house only with a boy? That boy was really something. I could see that he had everything, but what was missing from him? Family? Friends?

Trying to read people minds were not acceptable. But even so, I kept doing that. I saw hatred and revenge in his heart. I felt a great devil lived within his heart. How could that be?

That devil blocked my sense to read his true feelings. I thought I might be attracted to that boy because he himself could locked the devil inside his heart, just when he had friends coming. That was also the first time I could read his true feelings.

He needed friends and I could feel it. His heart was full of evil because he was so lonely. But his friends… Are they real? I could see that they just wanted something from him, wealth and fortune. That boy knew it, but why he was so happy? Was it because he was too lonely? God, why it could be happened to him? Wait a second, how about his family? What happened to them?

Even I tried to read his mind; I had never a change to read about his family. He had never wanted to think about it, so it would be very hard to find it.

‘Poor child isn’t it?’

‘You again, girly? How could you just show up and disappear?’ I’m just a bit confused of her. I sensed holy in her heart but why she followed me. Was it something to do with my job?

‘None of your business J. His family hated him so much that they exiled him to this place, but they still left him wealth though. His friends over there knew that and tried to take that chance.’

After that, she disappeared again. Since then, I believed that the girl was something for me. She might want to guide me to something that I would never understand.

Every time I looked him around, I always saw him full of hatred. Every day I saw that the evil grew in his life. It became stronger and stronger. I really wanted to help him, but with what? I didn’t have power to help him. So, what should I do then?

‘You wish to go outside then? J’ Once again another man in black dress appeared.

This time I felt that I really wanted to help that child. I had feelings too, so if I didn’t help that child, I would be a bad guy. But what should I do?

‘Mister, I have a question for you.’

‘What is it my boy. Ask me and the answer will be yours!’ Said that man.

‘If you said so. What is friend for you? Are you afraid of your own kinds? You afraid of the devil living inside that boy because he had more power than yours. Eliminating your own friends using me then? Hehehehe you can not trick me you know it.’

That man looked angry, and he shouted some bad words, ‘You think I’m afraid of him. He was nothing compare to my power.’

After he said that, I saw that he went outside the well and eliminated the evil hatred inside the boy.

‘Evil is always Evil. Eliminating friends is nothing for them. Don’t you learn something from here?’ asked a little girl who appeared once again.

‘Learn two things in a row. Friends and Family! Eliminating friends for its own good and finding real friends.’

‘You understand well. But you should go back to the man and that Sasie thing. I know that you would be surprised if you know about his feeling right now. However, man is still a man. You’ll understand that.’ Then guess, she vanished once again.

My choice not to go out side is still the best decision. Lots of things had been taught to me. May be one day I can really go outside and have the same experience as them. But feeling lonely, I was just like that boy.

I was lonely to inside the well, but then I had friends. My friends were these wells and pipes. I learnt that everything could be my friend, even things could. If only I could tell him about this, but I believed that someone would tell him later.

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