Pure souls, pure hearts, pure body! What people tried to find in this world was just not like that. What’s the different between illness and sickness? What’s the meaning of everything? If only people knew what they were really doing, then you’ll find the path to a new world, new destination with peaceful and loveliness. Learnt a lot of things in this world wasn’t that bad to think, but the result could be lost everything that you had already collected.
Part of the sky was part of us too. Leaving the body to find the purity of the soul was a not-easy thing to do. Guts, courage, and truth were needed. ‘Am I the Lost Soul?’ No one would say that unless they had something in their mind, but that’s truth for a while, just for a while.
One man, one soul. Poor of me, stuck in animal forms. God punished me for what I had done before. But being a cage bird wasn’t bad at all. You could see what people couldn’t see. Experience in life…
My life was stuck in a cage, but I learnt a lot there. I saw things about friendship and love. I learnt that friendship was hard and tough, not as easy as I think. And I also learnt that love is for a couple, cannot be just in one side.
It was just like today that I saw a miserable thing happened. My master was stuck in a fighting between Sean and Glenn. Stubborn head, just like fire and water, oil and water, black and white, this and that, etc. Since the first time they decided to become friends, I saw something bothering there. Something that was unusual inside their heart.
Although I wasn’t in a human form again, but I’d never lost my power to see the purity of the soul. It remained my past about my love soul. Why God punished me here… It was all about love. Using the gift from the God for myself was really a foolish thing.
Back to Sean, man of pride. Was it pride that was so high? Or was it arrogance that was so hell? Thinking that he was more than the others. No one would ever beat him. If he found somebody that had something more than him, he would do anything to destroy them. Why? I’d never seen such a foolish person like that. Most of the thing, he didn’t care about anyone and didn’t want to get any attention from others.
Different with Glenn, man of thoughtful. The way he thought and the way he acted was different from others. He cared a lot about Sean; you could say too much care. Why he wanted to do that? It was just because he wanted someone to care to him too. Was it worth? Trying to do something that you didn’t even know the result.
I was just wondering, if me, who had nothing to do with them, was cared a lot about the situation. Then, how about my master, who was their best friend? It was so complicated to me and of course to my master.
Seeing things like that made me sick. At night, I opened the cage using my teeth and finally I decided to run away. Flew through the darkness finding the way out, and listen to the sound of the wind. In my mind, I just thought that I had to find the truth meaning of my form. It was really hard to believe, but I had decided not to go more further with them. I want to help Sean and Glenn but what can I do? I was just a bird and a bird was just nothing in their eyes. I was really sad for my master who could not run away from them. If only I could have helped my master… But I had my own problems that I had to finish. I promised to myself that I would come back to them if I had finished my own problems.
I just don’t know when, I just know that I had to finish it fast or else I would never find the way out. That was why I had to do this. Seeing Glenn and Sean having such a big problems like that made me thinking about my own problems.
My purity of soul that I had thrown away long time ago was really made me sick. I didn’t even know what am I doing that time, I just knew that I had made my parents disappointed. Was it me who was wrong at that time? I really didn’t know about that… It might just because I was so stupid that I did such a foolish thing like that. What kind of a person I was? People could die because they want to die, but people could not choose when they would be dead!
Lots of things appeared in my mind, it was just like a brainstorming. Why something like this could be possibly happening. Was it because my soul was so full of cracks, or just because I was just such a suck personality?
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