Finally I found my master in his memories, ‘I knew this time will come someday. I’m just too afraid to accept the truth. From the first time I was with her, it was just one side… just I alone. I don’t know why but I do love her very much. It seemed that she was so closed to me. How could I ignore that, she was so kind to me, she helped everything that I need.
However, since I was with her, I could see that she didn’t always happy. She just trapped inside me and couldn’t go away. Trying to escape but hard to say. I tried to understand her many times but it just a big fail. Once she was surprised because my roommate knew about us, then she wanted to broke up. Next because of our friends didn’t like us to be together, then she wanted to broke up again.
Lots of things happened from day to day… Computer laboratory accidents, Video games, staring at other people and everything. Everything that I had tried to make her happy is always failed. I tried everyday; I tried to change just to have her love. I do really love her; I don’t want to be separated by anything else. But what can I do…
For her, being alone is happier than being together. I just hoped that she wanted to be back with me. I just don’t know what she was thinking about me. She just hated me that much, so I should be like bugs around her and the one that should have been avoided a long time ago.’
When Tim saw his master memories, she was just nothing but surprised. His memory was different than before. Before was just about his friends but now his mind was full of love and broken. ‘His heart is so broken, how can I help him…’
The next minute Tim was awake in his cage again. He awake and saw just the same thing. Just a dead man living sat on a chair in front of a computer.
Not only life is imperfect, but also love is also imperfect… Devotion of loneliness, is it the best thing to live? Would it be possible for a man or a woman just to leave alone without anyone? However, that’s the only possibility in life.
If only I was being born again. I will have to care about this love and friendship. I have to learn a lot about this. The most important thing in the world is because of care. But care is hard because there is always a mistake. If there is already a mistake, something that is perfect will become imperfect.
‘What a life… Need some more time…’
‘So you have understand that Tim? Then shall you be born again…’ a sound from the skies appeared and I realized that my life is now being born again.
THE END
Who said that love is never ends?
Who said that love is patient?
Who said that love is kind?
Who said that love is everything?
Is it the devotion of loneliness?
Every time…
Everyday…
Till the end of the time…
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