Tuesday, June 5, 2001

Devotion of Loneliness (Ch 2 - Charity and Strength)

Other continent, I finally found some coffins there. I landed on one of the coffins and really unpredictable that the coffin, which I landed, was making a big sparkles of lights.

‘Tim, I’ve been waiting for you.’ A shadow of a woman emerged from the coffin. She pointed at me and changed my shape into a man again, a pure man.

‘Long time no see Tim. You’ve finally come back to get your own body right J?’ Asked the woman.

Tim walked approach her and hold the hand of that shadow woman. ‘It’s not like what you think, Sasie. I just need more time to think about our time. ‘ Just after Tim held his hand to Sasie, she made a form of a human being again too.

‘Yeah Tim, I know that. I see your life from the sky and I also see the feeling of your master. He’s so unbeatable, but have a broken soul.’

Tim saw deeply inside Sasie’s eyes, ‘Illness that only can be cured by love… I know his feeling. He didn’t find something to love but he needs that love. Because we know that love is patient, love is kind, and also everything.’

‘Hope all things can be cleared up my Dear, Tim. I can see that you already see why you are here for.’ After said that, Sasie’s gone and Tim changed back into a bird.

Bird in the cage, Freedom is hard to explain, hard to be done, and hard to understand. Why do people care? Why do people hate? Why do people have to believe in something?

Just like Tim, finding the truth about his existence. Wondering about the outside world. Finding the truth about him and about love. Why did his master like that? Hate everything in this world… Cannot understand about the truth of love and life.

Charity and Strength, those two should have planted in people hearts. Why do people thought nonsense?

I flew back home to my cage and then I saw difference in life. I didn’t even recognize him as my master. He’s so different, so lonely, and so sad. I looked around and I couldn’t found anything but him. I wanted to help him but he just seem didn’t care about anything else.

What happened to him? I didn’t even see Sean and Glenn anymore. They were gone into nowhere. My Master just sat in front of the computer and saw nothing. Many times he just said one word, ‘Leena’ and then he cried. Everyday he just cried and did nothing.

Inside his heart I could see that he loved that girl so much. First at all I thought that Love would never ends. However I was wrong. Love didn’t bear all things, didn’t believe all things, and didn’t endure all things. Love could be beatable. I loved Sasie and believed in everything that we were unseparatable, but seeing my master like that is ruined everything that I believed.

I was sick of this. Seeing the girl said that she hated my master so much, making my master really broken. He just liked a piece of junks and useless right now. I do want to cry but I couldn’t because my heart was burning.

‘God if you send me for him, what should I do? I’m useless in this form. I couldn’t help him.’

Suddenly my body was lightening up then I was thrown away into my master heart. Lots of junks there, but there were one thing I found it there. It was his soul that I should have taken it back into its proper place. I walked into it and looked into his soul.

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